First of all, all the glory and deep gratitude go to my beloved Amma Bhagavan for the gift he has given me. It is an incredible gift that is available to each one of us. And I cannot say how deeply I appreciate this gift.
I was raised to believe that anxiety was the way to solve problems. So, in my life, I worried and let the emotion of anxiety take over my life. It was all about anxiety. Everything. But like magic, the anxiety and the fears that accompanied the anxiety dissolved. It is unbelievable how simple it was (how it was). I did nothing. It was as if I were a helpless child in the arms of my beloved Amma Bhagavan, and they took care of everything.
When I was a child and even in my adult life, everything on this planet hurt. It felt as if I were being poked and prodded. It was as if everything were against me. And as I came to know, that is not the case. This pain and this emotional baggage were replaced by deep love, deep compassion for others and an unbelievable joy.
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All my relationships suffered with this pain and this emotional baggage. The relationships now, after I received this gift, are simply beautiful. They flow from my heart naturally. I have so much compassion for others. And I cannot judge anyone. It is astonishing. And that is it. All the glory to my beloved Amma Bhagavan.
To this day, I see that joy comes so easily to me now. It is like when you know that a situation would arise and soon…
Where in the past I might have felt something about it, now it is that every moment is beautiful and perfect. And I catch myself laughing.
My relationship with my husband has never been better. We both have these personalities that are very strong. It is really incredible how now we both find ourselves laughing or having a very deep conversation about “what is”.
I also had, in my life, a very poor body image. I considered the body, in some way, as my enemy and that is not the case. I see it now… as if I were so grateful to it. Because the body is strong and beautiful, healthy and has withstood every storm that this life has thrown at it. I mean, it is incredible.
So I have (I have) this deep compassion and this deep love for him, which bubbles up, you know, no matter what. It is simply incredible.
I cannot say this enough: all gratitude, all glory goes to Amma Bhagavan. Because they are my heart. They are my guiding star. And they are always present. Whenever I need them, they are there.
I love you. I love you all. Have a beautiful day. And have a beautiful life.
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